1st April

Here I am! Now I'm going to introduce 3 albums and comment on how I feel about them.Different people will have different opinions so please feel free to leave comments on the tagboard. Basically some are not new albums anymore but still they leave an impression on me.

未来

方大同

Recommended Songs:

> Love Song [Must Hear]

> Sorry

Comments: This 3 songs are my recommended bcos they're really good and repeatable. People may not like it the first time they hear it but subsequent listens will definitely bring u into his world of Soul Music.

Super Sunshine

曹格

Recommended Songs: > Super Sunshine

> 无辜 [Must Hear]

> 爱爱

Comments: Another great album by 曹格, his talent just rocks. Some songs are pretty lively, good for occasions when u feel sad, definitely makes u happy. If you're a crazy fan of sad songs, 无辜 is a must hear for u.

also thanks to teresa for the wonderful card.. and reminding me that i forgot her.. hehe sry abt that =P

I would also like to thank everyone who came that day and spent that wonderful day with me..

Justin
Sebastian
Clarence
Yang Pin
Ken
Yida
Zhi Guang
Edween
PK (nv lunch with me.. idiot)

Thanks alot guys.. u guys rock my life~

20th Nov

going for driving lesson in like 2 hrs later.. sian.. tmr got CRE quiz.. worried/scared.

anyway gonna introduce 2 songs today.. first would be 苏打绿 - 无与伦比的美丽

the first time i heard it.. it sounded sad.. but actually it isn't i think.. it just sounded great in my ears.. so why not intro to ppl.. =)

here's it..

苏打绿 - 无与伦比的美丽

next song is 梁靜茹 - 崇拜

her voice is just super good lah.. her songs usually melt ppl's heart.. somehow she can relate to what ppl thinks.. she's just amazing

梁静茹 - 崇拜

1st novbr>

some ppl just piss me off by the things they do.. wonder why a classmate of 3 yrs would help someone who isn't from his class at all?.. not that i'm racist or something, i believe frens do need to keep secrets... if not i dun think i'll ever tell him ANYTHING.. i wished i wasn't that stupid to actually believe that he can keep secrets, after what i saw from past experiences. god i feel stupid, strike me down *smacks head*

some things i would nv ever do from now on...

• nv tell a secret to someone who is not CLOSE to me ( pls remind me buddies...)
  
• nv tell someone who is in the same grp with the subject in the secret..
  
• nv tell bad things to someone who is a BUSYBODY AND GOSSIPER
  
• nv tell a dog who barks at anyone who gives it food ANYTHING (it can bark out answers lah...)
  
• nv bother to talk to anyone who breaks any of those above stated.. (i have someone in mind right now

i am telling all this in a peaceful state of mind so i can assure that i'm not being critical abt anything or anyone. but to those who know me, they would surely know who dares to do anything that affects me in a bad way.. they're SO SO dead.. try me if u dare

Big

Loud

And

Crude

Kiddo

I've

Encountered

YOU S.U.C.K MORON

here's another song by Wilber Pan.. 路太弯

5th Oct

SIP report deadline is nearing.. same goes for MP report.. it's sian lah. looking forward to everybody's return to normal school time, seriously kind of miss the times in school. i guess that's the main objective of SIP lah, to let us know how good sch is. kind of miss talking crap with everyone, and next sem everyone will be in different classes, maybe only a few in a totally different class and i happened to be one of the few. AIA and CGMP here i come lah. i'm preparing to stone in the labs man, maybe become part of the lab =P

holidays are down to 17 days and that's when the big MP project shall be handed in. o well, guess i really got to start chionging le..

2nd Oct

SIP is finally over.. first week of no work feels weird after being stuck there for 4 months. hmm.. wonder if the new IAs can cope. now being the holidays but still having to do MP and stuff is really boring. finally done with the new blogskin, happy with it cos he's simply my idol lah.. dam cool.. =P

On-going driving lessons sometimes make me feel sian, the time wasted going there and coming home is > the duration the actual lesson is (100 mins). but for the sake of being able to drive, I "ren". Just read thru trix's blog and realised i missed out pretty much, and even saw my pri sch fren in the pictures.. what a coincidence....

i think time pass super fast, considering the fact that the SIP already ended, sch's starting on 22nd/23rd oct, MP presentation on 28th, wow, no time for a break. it's sad.

Wilber Pan's 玩酷- enjoy ^^

30/7/2007

It's been ages since i've updated my blog (yes i believe yp and yida have been cursing and swearing at me for 1 month).. nth much to write bah seriously.. work work work is boring stuff so writing it might as well dun write.. haven start writing MP logbook.. die man..

anyway went to AMK hub's NTUC after going to my grandmother's house.. there was this... squirrel? bear?.. whatever, since there's something that's not supposed to be in NTUC, we decided to take a picture of it. i believe it's there to promote safe cooking bah.. btw the cheese cakes in NTUC are pretty nice, not saying the bangawan solo ones lah.. avg income ppl go for cheaper stuffs lah...

wonder why he poses that weird position?..

18th june

supposed to be writing this yesterday but was out for the whole day so didn't have the time.. hmm.. what should i say?.. i've been spending the whole week DOING THE SAME THING in my company. data entry and printing and nothing else. some more i'm supposed to learn a new formula to do a data entry which has nv been used b4. worse thing would be after august 17th, i'll be the only SIP student in my department instead of 5 now. so i'm expected to cover all their duties until sept 3rd when the next batch comes and I'M EXPECTED to teach them. that'll mean 1 month of ownself-settle-everything thing. next comes the logbook lah.. write wat one for reflection sia?.. and still searching for the dam A4 size hard cover book for MP.. so crap.. where got time go find sia.......

4th june

it's frustrating when good buddies can actually con u to go for marketing presentations. they refuse to tell u anything until u actually go there which is too late to back out. actually i'm not really bothered and mad abt this kind since they have to do this to so called have their own "organisations" they say. that is basically in simple words, finding stepping stones to get up to the top lah. i really dun mind getting conned for such things, but i just kind of wonder why everything the presentors said is so called "true" or "correct" to my frens. they seem to agree with everything they say. so i was shocked and i asked my fren after the presentation, so what have they said that is not correct?. he didn't give me an ans but kept on rambling abt the gd things abt network marketing. which i believe is basically the expansion of pyramid selling, which was banned like 20 yrs ago but i still hear abt those things. u know like expansion cds u buy like warcraft those?.. it's just to mask over the bad things ppl have said over the yrs when pyramid selling kind of destroyed lots of ppl?. ok so back to the topic. these things are fine... seriously. is the attitude of my fren that irks me, ever since sec 1 i knew him he was fine, if not why we're brothers. but a week ago he actually scolded me for being immature and stubborn just bcos he wanted me to join his "organisation" but i refused. he scolded me for not giving him a gd reason.. i dun understand why friendship can't even withstand the power of money. not accepting his request is not a sin i believe?. he gives me all kinds of reasons to pressurize me to join but i just believed that that job was not for me and i just simply dun want to join him. what is this??.. i really wonder if the job changed him or maybe it's been a long time since i met him so he changed alot over the yrs. it's weird how ppl can change so much with a totally different attitude from what i knew 2 yrs ago. if i can.. i wouldn't want him to actually come across this network marketing job which has and already cracked our friendship. I really dunno how and wat to do. i believe it's time for me to grow up and face this kind of probs but expense of a friendship of 6 yrs is just not worth it. maybe i am stubborn when i'm faced with some problems but i always tot i could just go ahead with most of the problems i faced. sometimes principles do play a part in helping u to choose what's right and what's wrong and i believed it really did help me get pass some bad choices. haiz..

23rd may

went for a hair cut finally.. looking forward to it a long time ago but lazy to think what to cut so waited until today. asked the person to recommend some to me so he recommended this.... [revealing it tmr, 24th may].. i'm quite happy with it seriously.. but can feel my mum doesn't like it even though she nv says anything. but i understand lah.. the hair abit punky and i guess all parents dun like their children to be looking punky.. o well.. everything has its pros and cons so i won't bother much since what done can't be undone.

thomas

20th may

it kind of feels weird now since i suddenly dun have to wake up early to go CPTC.. hmm.. now get used to it le then dun need go liao. these things always happen. dunno who to ask to go out with or even just do something stupid or bo liao. anyone??.. bored sia =.=

15th may

went for my interview today.. i think it's not an interview bah.. since he's just basically telling me what to expect in that company and what they expects from us. he even told me the working hrs and ask me if i remembered my poly stuff.. like i can say "no i dun remember" =.=

exams are coming.. 2 days more but i still halfway thru studying only.. die lah.. heard it's super practical knowledge paper.. that's worse since i dun listen in practicals lah =.=

thomas

2nd may

this week has been a bloody sway week for me lah.. i just realised someone can be such a f***ing arsehole, nv in my whole life i actually met someone like that. we shall call him IT then since i think even the thought of his name makes me puke. we shall talk abt monday then.. in CPTC of cos.. we had to split into 3 grps for maintanance works so unfortunately we were in the same grp so that's when i realised IT was a hypocrite. we were discussing how to go abt doing it while the tools needed were taken, meanwhile that was fine. after that we started to do lah.. then IT was DAM enthu abt it so IT took the tools and started. AFTER A WHILE, IT asked me " Why u nv do anything?".. I'M SURPRISED yet angry, since he was THAT enthu i was like give u do lah what do i lose anyway. IF IT thinks HE'S THAT GREAT then do lor, and what gives him the right to ask me why i nv do anything? didn't say anything since i didn't want to start a commotion or wat, but i'm pissed.

so it's wednesday today so i tot the same thing wouldn't happen BUT IT DID. we were doing fine lah UNTIL when dennis passed me the walkie talkie. i didn't like talking thru that so i didn't use it at all. IT was talking thru it all day. dennis kind of reminded me that the walkie talkie is not for fun and i shouldn't be paiseh using it but i was ok with that leh.. after that we went to the DCS for the next part while the other grp swopped with us. the very first minute i went in the door i heard IT say to someone " I dun want to use the walkie talkie liao, i outside there already talk so much le".. i was FURIOUS when i heard that lah pls.. IT not paiseh de hor.. he said that IN FRONT OF ME, thinking i dunno and i'm an idiot lah.. btw IT, U CAN DUN USE THE WALKIE TALKIE DE, NOBODY GUN POINT AT U SAY U MUST USE.

WAKE UP LAH IT, IF U THINK U'RE GD SAID IT IN MY FACE AND DUN SAY IT TO SOMEONE ABT IT PLS. IF U THINK U ACT ENTHU AND CAN BE THE LEADER, PLS GO DIE AND BURN IN HELL LAH.

27th april

was thinking abt something that's kind of bothering me for the past few days. i guess it was the friends-group-hopping ard thing. kind of realised i've been hopping ard the grps recently.. come to think of it now, i've been ps-ed quite often now.. everyone only comes to talk to me when they themselves have problems and wanna share with someone else. but of cos i'll nv be the first. maybe bcos i dun play sports bah.. but it seems like sports have been pretty popular in CPTC [ other than eating ]. sometimes ppl come to talk talk abit then after a while goes back to their own grps. haiz.. can someone tell me how to solve this??!.. =(

20th april

it was a fine day in jurong island when we arrived at 11.30am and the lectures went on and on till 4pm as usual. we were ready for practicals and today was on pigging. split into 3 grps so as usual yp they all went first and marcus they all went 2nd. when the first grp went for the practical the rest of us kind of sat down to chat and listen to ghost stories rather than line tracing which dennis told us to do. so it started to rain when we wanted to do the practical and it got heavier in just 15 mins of our practical. we're all soaked to the skin while we were launching the pig and grp 6 kind of came out into the rain to play with the firewater thing. they kind of shot us and we had to siam while dennis was super pissed and walked to them and scolded them. well.. i believe he has his reasons for being so angry, kind of stinky and we could see nothing while the water came towards us. we were all wet to the skin and the feeling kind of suck. when we went back to class soaking wet i wanted to find my keys and i kind of "lost" it so i went to ask dennis for spare and i went to look for it in my bag and found it. wonder why i put it there today.. kind of weird. i found him in the toilet while he was looking for me and i told him i got the keys. said sry to him too but i wonder if he heard me cos it was crowded and noisy there.

thomas

15th april

1 week of CPTC just zoomed past and so did the weekends. arh.. sian of the thought of tmr going jurong island again and a brand new week is gonna start. finished my logbook with virtually just copy and paste from anywhere and everywhere and studied a little PFD while yida and cindy said they ALREADY memorised it. wonder what's gonna happen next week for CPTC and i'm hoping it'll end quick. 5 weeks more to go and i really am a little sick of tired of it. PFD test on wednesday but yet i can't seem to even memorise 1/4 of it. i think i'm gonna flung the test =(

2 days more and my parents will be back finally. somehow my house's still pretty intact and wasn't as bad as i thought b4 they went for the trip. hmm.. i just kind of hope this thing will nv happen again or maybe not in the near future bah.

thomas [happy yet sad]

thomas

31st march

yesterday we had our class outing at dion khoo's house.. i believe it was the best outing our class has ever had for the past few sems.. although the security guard in the condo was pretty irritating.. kind of bothered us like 2-3 times. yang pin seems happy abt yesterday.. but maybe bcos that was the first time he ever attended a class outing. teresa, yida, yang pin kind of took over the bbq pit.. so the rest just had to eat.. lol

we ended ard 10.30 cos the security guard was staring at us so we had to clean up. but yang pin pk zg and i decided to stay longer to talk with dion khoo.. and had drinks with dion khoo too. by the time we left we found out we had no buses to tampines but luckily 88 was still there.. so we took to pasir ris and changed to 3.. which we realised it only ends at 1.04 am.. wonder what's with the 4 mins but who cares anyway..

26th march

nothing much has happened over the past few days.. just helped yang pin and pk with UO2, though wasn't helping much

went to mac and was expecting yang pin to wait for me.. in the end i waited for him instead for 30 mins and that was when he told me he was helping his mum with something.

so yp and pk was more of eating lunch than studying.. and we talked more than we should. so we went to yp's house at ard 5 cos some ppl were sending some furnitures over. in the end we watched tv till 6 and then i went home.

in the 1 hr we kind of searched for yp's calculator and finally he decided to lend it from me again like last sem. so this morning kind of heard that the UO2 paper was difficult from pk.. saying he might chui again.. so let's hope not..

thomas

23rd march

i just realised i haven gone out for AGES.. other than with my family. the last time i went out was to school with yang pin and pk. ever since my parents went to m'sia since 20th i was like doing all the housework. i can't believe i actually am doing these but i am.. finally they're coming back tonight.. phew, am i glad..

wonder how yp and pk is doing with their studies for supp as well as teresa.. hmm.. wish them gd luck for the coming supps~

thomas

19th march

nothing major has happened over the past 9 days so i had nothing to write.. was out for the whole day today but was actually more or less around school. went to kfc with pk and yang pin and we saw yida and teresa so we decided to call them over to chat.. so we chatted from ard 2pm to 4 pm.. i wonder why we have so much to talk to last 2 hrs but we did.. -.-'''

after that teresa found out she lost her ez-link card when we were about to go home and we decided to give up finding the card.. so we boarded the bus and after like 5 mins the SAA called and said they found her ez-link card in school..

10th march

5 days to the big day.. finally the results are coming out soon.. though i'm hoping it'll come faster but at the same time i dun quite wish to see my pathetic results. supp papers are coming so i'll be busy with yp and pk bah.. but i'll be willing to help them to the best i can.. even though i know i wouldn't be much of a help due to my pathetic results but maybe listening to their frustrations during the "studying time" might help i guess.

6th march

did some things today that will affect me pretty much in future.. went to comfort driving centre to register for basic driving theory and even booked the test date to be 4th april. i'm feeling happy abt it but bored since it's pretty long and i was hoping to clear it earlier or something

just remembered zac siew is haunting me for the ever last time but now printing the poster in A3 size in sch.. gosh.. going to sch for that pathetic 15-20 mins just to get the soft copy and making it become hard is simply a waste of time since i doubt our poster can win anyway -.-'''

it looks horrible to me..... fren's bday coming in 6 days time and i'm hoping to meet up with them since it's been ages since the last meet up. kind of miss them and the secondary sch days crapping ard and slacking and chatting with teachers. =(

25th Feb

after 2 days of horrible memorizing and studying of UO2.. i guess i'm in deep shit for tmr's paper.. nothing is going in my brain and it's going to be difficult for sure tmr. arh.. wishing 28 feb and 11.30 am could come quick so it'll be the end of this nightmare exams which is during chinese new year. everyone's so stressed up and horrified with the exams and the worst would be there wasn't much time to study. what a great timing for exams...

horribly terrified me~

thomas

21st Feb

2 days later would be my first exam which is PCI.. seriously speaking.. i'm worried about it. for the past few days i've not studied much bcos of chinese new year and nothing has gone right for this chinese new year. i've seen much more anger and complaints than laughter and happiness. Perhaps this piggy year is not going well for me so i'll be expecting much more to happen in the year.

i think my mum's side of the family cares for each other but they usually dun show it. erm.. we visited my mum's side first and my auntie was about to go out to buy some things, so in the end we only sat for like barely a minute and my father decided to go and come again another day. after that day, we found out that my auntie also bought coffee for my family but she didn't say anything when she went out. in the end, this lack of communication turned out to be the start of a quarrel which was just simply accidental. i could only listen to my mum nag and do absolutely nothing cos i'm in no position to.

next, my father's side. as usual the rest of the first new year day was spent there. my brother's girlfriend was there too. everything was going fine until when my brother's girlfriend left for home. my aunties started to complain that my brother's girlfriend didn't address them. i was thinking ok.. fine.. so what do u want her, a stranger to say?" the worst of all was they said " if she dun want to address them, then dun come".. i was pretty shocked, this is my first time hearing this so i wasn't really happy abt it. but what can i say?.. helped to defend her but it wasn't useful.

it's pretty crappy to see all these when it's chinese new year.. i've always thought chinese new year was supposed to be full of laughter and joy but sometimes these things happen and spoils the day.

revision lessons tmr but i've only studied pci and it's horrible considering UO2 is next.. the most horrible subject for me. hoping to start UO2 tmr while remembering my PCI stuff for friday.

thomas

6th Feb 2007

for the past 2 days there were 2 quizzes so i didn't have time to update my blogs and soon there might be even weeks which i hardly have time to even touch my comp. exams are coming soon and chinese new year is just so near the corner.. looking forward to it but that will mean exams are even nearer then. nothing much has happened. perhaps i think i'm beginning to bother to talk to "him".. i'm not too sure myself, sometimes "he" just kind of piss me off somehow. as for "her", i'm not too sure too, sometimes she just talk to me and sometimes she dun. recently she is talking to me so i'm pretty sure we're fine as the way it is now. maybe it was just a wilful me that time to even ask her abt that "thing".. maybe it was a wrong choice then, although i was glad i did cos i felt relieved after that. perhaps it's just a weird feeling i get but i think she has changed.. maybe ppl dun bother it too much but i felt it, feels like she's happier the way she is now, which makes me happy too. i remembered yang pin asking me that qn on the bus just yesterday.. i gave him a weird answer so i guess he knew i couldn't answer so he didn't bother to ask me after that. he's a great guy to vent ur frustrations to and also share ur probs with~ my frens tell me i'm a pretty good listener, but i think he's much better. perhaps bcos i'm willing to sit down to listen to frustrations without crapping much and also give some suggestions/comments on the things they tell me. i'll be happy when they feel that they've gotten everything off their chest cos it's unhealthy to keep things to urself. maybe that's something which i have but yet i can't show it, however my close frens and "brothers" know it.

stopping here cos there's not much to be written. dun keep depressing things to urselves peeps, it's good to find someone to nag to.

thomas

1st Feb

hmm.. thx to the comment by yang pin saying my blog has a pathetic updating time, i've decided to blog today. today is a pretty bad day, first thing i woke up with a leg cramp [ it hurts.. i'm so dam serious] next comes my hair, it was so frustrating i decided not to do my hair today [ wax was like so little and my hair couldn't stand] then comes school, poster was rejected as usual for the 3rd time this week, but surprisingly he didn't scold.. following that was the PIA quiz 2.. i think it's fine but just that i can't score well for it, overall it was ok..

so just b4 i wrote the entry for today teresa told me my cd might be lost, so i told her to be calm and find it slowly, suddenly came to me the thought that the cd might be in yang pin's house cos me and yida were there that time. so i called him and he told me "yes, it's there".. so i went to tell teresa and she was relieved[ i was too =)] while teresa was frantically overturning her whole room for the cd when it was never there, cindy came to ask me to find information on step disturbance. the last thing she told me was she tried to find it since last week but she couldn't, so after 1 hr of searching i decided to give up and perhaps search it tmr in the library.

1 last last thing, today's my brother's 24th birthday so i'll wish him happy 24th birthday here..

so pretty soon i'll be updating my blog again.. i'll stop here for now[ yang pin pls be patient]

thomas

30th Jan

quite a long time since the last post [ 10 days to be exact].. perhaps it's pretty boring this few days..finally done the PIA assignment, a big load off my back.. having PIA quiz 2 two days later and i only studied 1 topic.. started trying to style my hair since yesterday and i got comments saying i look fresher instead of last time looking "dead" [ i was fine with it cos i kind of agree =) ] hmm.. the juicy part now.. well, ZAC SIEW SUX! i swear i do not wish to curse and swear at him, but asking students to do something we can't is unpardonable. GOD.. deleting background from logos to fit a bloody ugly looking poster is tough -.-''' worse is his students can submit a black and white poster which a 5 year old kid can produce within a day [wished i was him.. it was an easy task for god's sake] even till now i'm still doing the crap poster, but it's still not done.. still must go bother teresa.. i feel guilty.. seriously >_< suddenly i have an urge to meet up with my brothers [kun.hui.dan.andy.vic.nick].. kind of feel like chatting with them.. anything under the sun will do.. pouring out my woes to them.. kind of miss them all.. secondary sch frens too, teachers etc chinese new year is coming soon.. finally.. but here comes the exams too.. 3 exam papers this sem and the all new 2 hour papers are not helping.. o well.. "to study or not to study during chinese new year, that is the question"

here's all i have for u guyz.. wonder when's the next update?..

thomas =)

<18 Jan 2007>

After a long time of no-blogging period i've decided to start blogging again and many things have happened. Perhaps i really have went through alot to make me start blogging again, considering the fact that my last blog entry was before O levels O_O so back to talking about recently, one of my brothers went army on 9th Jan so now i'm wishing him all the best. I think i'm surviving well in poly.. i really hope i am cos many things have happened around me. seems to me, many things have changed, for example i'm mixing in well with ken, trix, marcus, yang pin etc[shall not name all cos it's pretty long].. maybe i'm more independent now.. considering the PIA grp i'm in i can never hope they'll do it. my luck has turned for the worst since yesterday.. i cut 2 fingers accidentally and the door slammed on another[total 3 fingers were hurt in just a day.. i can't believe it]. perhaps i really do need something that can cheer me up or simply even change my luck. studies are stressful nowadays although i've finally gotten rid of that crap PSLP poster which was the most crappiest thing ever done. now e next deadline would be for PIA assignment which o well hasn't been started much. UO2 test on monday and more bound to come next week. My class now is in a mess, considering so many things have happened.. couples breaking up or quarrelling making up most of the events. i think i was lucky i didn't have to face those, and it'll definitely affect my studies if that ever happens. stopping here for now for projects, pray tmr would be a fine day for me.

[thomas]

<30th>

O well... my last blog for the month and also the final post before my exams start... mixed feelings i have... both stress and excitement... well... will really miss school and my friends... last exams in my 4 yrs of education... will miss a lot of my secondary school days... suddenly... i wish that i was still in sec 2... hmm... i wished i was a sec 4 when i was a sec 2... contradicting but that's the way of life.... will miss my teachers,friends,god-brothers, and of course my beloved and always classmates of mine... gone through a lot with them and have seen a lot of changes as the yrs go by.... some classmates are with me over the 4 yrs... same class.... shall mention some... they deserve the mention.... KuN--> my first god-brother, actually more like real brothers... lots of common interests... Ying Hui--> my second god-brother... same as KuN... he's calm and thinks before doing anything... dAnIeL--> yup 3rd god-brother.. knew him through KuN... had common ideas... ViCtOr--> although not same class after sec 1... but he's one of the first ppl i really treat as a friend... of course he's now the 4th god-brother... motivates me in any way he cans.... ok... lastly... is AnDy--> this one's a very recent one... he was close to ying hui at first... but we somehow accepted him and became good friends... he... well.. became dropped out by his last time group... he's good with his studies... except chinese and ss... anyway... i treat him as my 5th god-brother... but don't know abt him..... ok... finally..... my 2 younger god-brothers--> Jin hao and Nicholas--> firstly... knew them from band... somehow clicked i guess... well... jin hao's a really good and hardworking boy... don't have to worry much abt him for his studies... for nick... he's a rather playful boy... his studies of course isn't that good and i feel sad for him... although his parents don't seem to be affected by him going to NA next yr... i can feel their worry and disappointment... maybe bcos i'm older than him... i don't know...i'm worried abt him going to NA.... really worried that he'll be influenced by the bad company... really hope he can work very hard and go back to express.... my wish for him is that... that's all... but i don't dare to tell him... i'm scared he might be stressed.... by me... and not his parents.... i'm afraid he can't take the stress... anyway.... the last thing i'm going to say is ScB... of course... spent 4 yrs there... my 2nd home.... really learnt a lot and made a lot of friends.... anyway... good luck for O lvl students... work hard!!!! ~PeAcE oUt~

psycho_freakk rulez

__[ thomas ] |

<27th>

O well.... 4 days to Os... haiz... it's really a torture to wait for it to come... why can't we bring it forward... physics practical yesterday was totally totally screwed up and horrible... doing it was a nightmare and well... i guess physics is not for me.... hmm.. but no choice... still have to do the other 2 papers for physics... o godz... BORNG!!!!!!..... 23 days to the end of O levels.... still a long way to go.... hmm... will be playing a lot after the Os... i just hate the time... it's boring... haiz... but after Os means lesser time to see my buddies, friends and brothers... aiyo... so contradicting.... will miss the secondary school days after Os and awaiting the future that will come.... nothing le.... PeAcE oUt...

__[ thomas ] |

today's another boring day.... as usual... only like 7 ppl present for class today... today's the last day of my sec 4 education before i take my Os and move on to higher education.... well... mixed feelings i guess... both happy and sad... i guess i'll really miss my friends, buddies and my god-brothers... haiz... both my younger god-brother... one got happy results... but the other one.... haiz... unfortunately... he is going to be channelled to the normal academic stream... i really felt sad for him... although he told me he was ok... but i could feel his unhappiness and disappointment... i too feel sad for him... he's actually a very nice boy... although his studies ain't that good... but he really do very well in band... haiz... he told me that his father knew that he wasn't very good with his studies.. but he didn't say anything...... i guess he won't be scolded or anything because his parents knew..... haiz... it's a pity... why didn't the teachers give him a chance.... at least try to push him up to express stream next year or something... or maybe they did help but it didn't help much.... o well..... nothing le.... PeAcE oUt

__[ thomas ] |

well... seriously... nothing much happened today... had chemistry practical today... it's a floop... didn't know how to do it at first... well.. although i finally knew how to do it, it somehow really made me feel that my practical isn't really that good... well.. first blog.... what can i say???... well... i'll say more abt my friends and god-brothers [elder and younger]... well... i have 2 younger god-brothers and lots of my so-called blood-brothers.. although they are not related to me.. we somehow just clicked and became really good brothers.. share secrets and problems and good stuff... well.. should be abt all... PeAcE oUt..

__[ thomas ] |